Merry Christmas
I hate the holidays! I feel like shit and I keep crying because that's what Christmas does to me. I miss people and that makes me sad. I want to move on but I can't. Why do I still care about him when he obviously doesn't care about me? I'm trying to meet new people and hang out with different people but whenever I hang out with a new guy I feel weird. I met this guy Dustin and we have hung out a few times and I think he is so cute but I feel so weird! I hate this!