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oh god...i feel like im going to vomit. alex and i broke up, im not sure how i feel about it..a part of me feels empty...another part of me feels ugly. i feel like im going to cry but i cant. i dont know why, ive been thinking about breaking up with him for a while and he sort of beat me to it, so why complain? its what i wanted, right? ugh i dont know. him and i are both going to think about it, we are undecisive about getting back together. this is so confusing...one of his reasons is the physical attraction isnt there. for some reason that bothers me to no end....if you like someones personality enough then they become attractive, which is pretty much how i felt about him. the more we hung out the more attractive he became.. but wow do i feel ugly right now..