this makes me feel a little better about humanity.
i had just typed a really long entry about a lot of things inside me, screaming. but i deleted it. i don't yet have the courage to express this little bit of sorrow i've carried for a long time and just tuck it away. needless to say, it escaped tonight, but i'm muting it once more.
the drive home was horrifiying. lightning so bad, i swore it was going to strike my car, even though that's probably not possible. i wanted so badly to not be on the road and just under a blanket, watching 'friends,' kitty in lap.