stay with me just for the day + let your soul come + rest for a minute, now.
ever get that feeling of total accomplishment, accompanied by that weathered feeling? that everything's moving past you, too fast? you take a look at how your life is, now. remember what it took to get there.
and then you remember what started at the foundation. tried to pull you back down. almost ruined it all, but you overcame it. grew past it.
ever get that feeling where sometimes you could fall back, if only for a moment? because as deep and dark as what pulled you down was, it had such a beautiful face, one incomprable to all the friends, music, hanging out, party-time you could imagine?
some of you probably haven't let go in the ways i have in the past. it's extreme. it's amazing. but it can fuck everything up if you're not careful. sometimes, though, sometimes i wish i could go back. just for that night. that fucking night.
longview, tx. halloween in minden. ben's house, christmas 2003. countless hotel parties. the rave. the pub. sabrina, gwenn, stephan, ben, lisa, matt harrington. blaine garcia. gizmo. david. nikki. stevie. goddamn. it kind of saddens me to know that i'll never have again what i had before.
fate, prove me wrong, pls? kthx.
and then you remember what started at the foundation. tried to pull you back down. almost ruined it all, but you overcame it. grew past it.
ever get that feeling where sometimes you could fall back, if only for a moment? because as deep and dark as what pulled you down was, it had such a beautiful face, one incomprable to all the friends, music, hanging out, party-time you could imagine?
some of you probably haven't let go in the ways i have in the past. it's extreme. it's amazing. but it can fuck everything up if you're not careful. sometimes, though, sometimes i wish i could go back. just for that night. that fucking night.
longview, tx. halloween in minden. ben's house, christmas 2003. countless hotel parties. the rave. the pub. sabrina, gwenn, stephan, ben, lisa, matt harrington. blaine garcia. gizmo. david. nikki. stevie. goddamn. it kind of saddens me to know that i'll never have again what i had before.
fate, prove me wrong, pls? kthx.