Passing Thoughts
Eh, it's been so long since i've updated this dealie, just felt like writing some stuff down. Maybe now i'll actually start using this as more of a journal for myself, future reference...whatever.
While in the shower, it kinda hit me outta nowhere that i really don't want to grow up and live out my life like my parents or like the norm for their age. It seems like a childish thought, maybe even naive, but i really want so much more than that. Having kids, spending the rest of your life with someone you love, while that is certainly a great way to live...i can't help but feel like it wouldn't be enough for me. Though i guess this is, for the most part, a thought about my middle-aged future. Anyways, in the end it'll be determined by how limited i am in the sense of what the best, most-likely way for me to live at that stage will be. It seems so far away, yet...nearly 18 years seemed to have flown right by.
While in the shower, it kinda hit me outta nowhere that i really don't want to grow up and live out my life like my parents or like the norm for their age. It seems like a childish thought, maybe even naive, but i really want so much more than that. Having kids, spending the rest of your life with someone you love, while that is certainly a great way to live...i can't help but feel like it wouldn't be enough for me. Though i guess this is, for the most part, a thought about my middle-aged future. Anyways, in the end it'll be determined by how limited i am in the sense of what the best, most-likely way for me to live at that stage will be. It seems so far away, yet...nearly 18 years seemed to have flown right by.