Babble babble
Wow.. conflict of interest in my past two posts I would say..
kinda just bounds all over the place from depressing.. to hopeful and cherry..
I'm still in a good mood and even better I am sure when I go see Jesse this weekend.. I have become a lot more focused over the past day to what I really want. and truth be told.. all I want is her.. I feel so strongly for her and have been missing her a lot.. and I think I finally figured out just why I'm so worried about mine and her, relationship
Matt pretty much laid it out perfectly "I always dream up the worst possible scenario.. so that if it does happen.. I'm not surprised.. but if it does not then I'm relived"
My way of thinking was putting a lot of unnecessary strain on to mine and hers relationship and.. I gotta stop that shit.. I'm basing all my other past relationships on this.. all those other girls that just hurt me and took away..
But after taking a long look at what has happened before I finally realized something that I had been neglecting for so long.. Jesse IS NOT other girls.. and now that I have finally realized that, I'm so much more focused, and truthfully.. this simple problem took way too long to solve.. but us males are usually stubborn no?
kinda just bounds all over the place from depressing.. to hopeful and cherry..
I'm still in a good mood and even better I am sure when I go see Jesse this weekend.. I have become a lot more focused over the past day to what I really want. and truth be told.. all I want is her.. I feel so strongly for her and have been missing her a lot.. and I think I finally figured out just why I'm so worried about mine and her, relationship
Matt pretty much laid it out perfectly "I always dream up the worst possible scenario.. so that if it does happen.. I'm not surprised.. but if it does not then I'm relived"
My way of thinking was putting a lot of unnecessary strain on to mine and hers relationship and.. I gotta stop that shit.. I'm basing all my other past relationships on this.. all those other girls that just hurt me and took away..
But after taking a long look at what has happened before I finally realized something that I had been neglecting for so long.. Jesse IS NOT other girls.. and now that I have finally realized that, I'm so much more focused, and truthfully.. this simple problem took way too long to solve.. but us males are usually stubborn no?