made it to omaha.....
my goodness it was a long drive.. especially if you haven't had any sleep in a couple..... and i had to drive alot. Didn't go through with the plan....I should have been happy today that i was done.. accomplishments and stuff.. wasn't nessicarily happy...but i didn't nessisarily feel suicidal either.. was a good day.. very busy.....which made me feel bad talking about my feelings when i was feeling pretty good and thought maybe it will just go away... but i probalby (if i were normal) been thrilled finals were over and done with and i got another scholarship and whatever.... but i didn't really feel down either of course.. maybe i will be at least back to gray.....