Aug 11, 2003 20:51
yesterday i rode a steer.
today i almost wrecked. my mom took me to the urgent health care place to find out why i was crying. i didn't know. so the doc gave me ampheta, generic for adderall. before i left they stole my blood. i cried. even though i wasn't scared. i knew it wouldn't hurt. it didn't hurt. then i cried on the way to wal mart. and on the way home i thought to myself about how aweful it might be had my mom driven too close to a telephone pole or some shit and my arm ripped off from the elbow down. then i really really cried. now i'm on this aweful drug that i don't like. it scatters my brain. too bad i can't sleep. i can't type. bye