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walking , walking....always walking, i feel like i havent stopped since i moved here, i know i could take a bus but i dont really know how to read the scheduels and im usually either too cheap or too broke to pay for it. taking my nephew to another matinee or maybye the museum, at least this time i know i wont accidentally take him to saw 3.lol
i would have been able to sit through it when i was five, but thats just me and how my mom decided to raise me, im glad she did, being allowed to watch almost any horror movie you want when your a kid was really sweet..if you like horror.
thinking about taking a second job at the bay in a few months, i only want to work weekends at value, some of the shite theres starting to drive me nuts, and ive only just past my first month,its a decent job but i amlost miss working at mc donalds, maybye thats just because i know i cant go back, sometimes i think a lot of us dont actually miss what were missing, we just long for it because we cant have it, oldest story in the book. i do miss my old life, my life in duncan was so much lazier, maybye just in contrast to the last six months i was living there becasue i had no job...the dream life.lol
but its still worth it to live here, i know the summer is going to kick more ass than any summer before it because i finally am were i want to be, i said to myself years ago i would be here by the time i turned 20, with a lot of fighting and bitching..it happend.
know i just need to work on some kind of career, i have some ideas, just need schooling, but some other oppoutunities are in the making right now as well, it's sad but one of my biggest goals is to have enough money to live comfortably and be able to afford a kickass retirement home for my parents, they gave me life and sacrificed there whole lives for me, i owe them the world.
now to goal two...setting up a land line so i can talk to people.:P
nachos
i would have been able to sit through it when i was five, but thats just me and how my mom decided to raise me, im glad she did, being allowed to watch almost any horror movie you want when your a kid was really sweet..if you like horror.
thinking about taking a second job at the bay in a few months, i only want to work weekends at value, some of the shite theres starting to drive me nuts, and ive only just past my first month,its a decent job but i amlost miss working at mc donalds, maybye thats just because i know i cant go back, sometimes i think a lot of us dont actually miss what were missing, we just long for it because we cant have it, oldest story in the book. i do miss my old life, my life in duncan was so much lazier, maybye just in contrast to the last six months i was living there becasue i had no job...the dream life.lol
but its still worth it to live here, i know the summer is going to kick more ass than any summer before it because i finally am were i want to be, i said to myself years ago i would be here by the time i turned 20, with a lot of fighting and bitching..it happend.
know i just need to work on some kind of career, i have some ideas, just need schooling, but some other oppoutunities are in the making right now as well, it's sad but one of my biggest goals is to have enough money to live comfortably and be able to afford a kickass retirement home for my parents, they gave me life and sacrificed there whole lives for me, i owe them the world.
now to goal two...setting up a land line so i can talk to people.:P
nachos