Fuck it.

[crymsonflayme]

I don't know why I bother getting close to anybody. Always get my heartbroken. Whatever, I just fucking give up on having friends, honestly. I'll work and go to school and continue to be apathetic about everything, and then one day I'll die old and alone, and that's just fucking fine

Comments

[tanngrisni]

umm... i dont know whats going on... but uhh... im here for you... and so are chris and oscar... and if they arent ill kick their asses for you... and they will be....

I care ...

[kawaiinochan]

... remember? Thats not crap, hon.

I dont know whats going on, but I do what I can, and its sincere.

Re: I care ...

[crymsonflayme]

Mark decided he didn't want to be my friend or talk to me anymore for no reason. Thats the gist of it.

o_O

[kawaiinochan]

That seems sort of ... out of nowhere. -_-

Re: o_O

[crymsonflayme]

It's a really long and complicated story, but basically he got upset because my webcam wasn't working and he thought I was giving peep shows to people or something. So he told me to fuck off and blocked all my screen names, and refused to talk to me. Then he sent me an email afterwards like he always does, because he is too afraid to say anything to my face, saying how he can't do this anymore and he can't be friends with someone he is in love with. So basically I guess I won't talk to him again, and so much for our trip in March.

[casporthos]

i miss you.

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[crymsonflayme]

Well...you got a job now. You can buy a car soon. I got a job now, and can get my license in about 3 weeks if I start practicing more...And I have the money for a car. Sooo...in about a month or so Ill be able to see you whenever I want.