Sep 12, 2005 19:48
So. here's my early "1 month with Matt" update. where i pretty much say how amazing he is.
This morning in French, Jane told me that me and matt give her hope. as in relationships actually working, and both people being happy, im assuming. if im wrong, jane, you can tell me. but that seriously just made my day. you know, to have someone look at me and matt and say that we give them hope.
So this past month (minus a day) has been absolutely amazing. and i dont even know how else to say it. there arent even enough words to say how happy i've been, how happy i am when i'm with him. its so indescribable. just seeing him puts me in a good mood. and his smile makes me melt. i have never been this happy before. and i like it. a lot. if i could feel like this forever, then ... i swear my life would be amazing.
i hope you all are jealous. especially the people that cry over their boyfriends that treat them like shit. matt is seriously the most amazing person that has ever been a part of my life. and yeah yeah, whatever, its only been a month, but if you were in my position, you would understand how happy i am.
so matt, if u read this:
i love you more than i have ever loved anyone. you are so good to me and i dont know where i would be without you. i know that i can talk to you about anything, no matter what, and that you're always here for me. you mean the world to me. you are absolutely amazing. i love you so much and i wont ever be able to put it into words how much you really mean to me. the feeling i get when im with you is so incredible. and i never want it to go away, so dont ever change because i love you exactly how you are.