what i've succumbed to is making me numb
so i'm going back to school? interesting. we're being taught by a bunch of dumb fucks. hmmm.... yes, i'll love it! jack and hulbert can still go fuck themselves. i just couldn't stand the thought of not seeing everybody anymore. i love all of you guys too much. i can't imagine my life without you. plus, i was under so much stress that, in a matter of four days, i managed to lose half of my hair. okay...i work in a salon people...not good! seriously though, you should see my hair, it's so thin.
well anyway...school...a;lsjdaf;lkasjfd;lkfuckers god i hate them all. seriously...they can all rot in hell for all i care. all this work that i've been doing for the last semester...yeah...i'm only gonna get three credits for it. they made me forfiet everything else. i repeat...dumb fucks. plus i had to sit through jack's speech about how i can take all the time i need to graduate. you know... i can be there until i'm 21! woopdi-fuckin-do! but..."all schools have requirements for graduation. even colleges." yeah. that's true. but when students complete the classes in good highschools and colleges, they don't have their credits revoked. now i have to somehow finish biology, honors english II, and honors geometry in about...5 days so i have time to take the finals because i "don't qualify for an extension." and i have to work. i would just call off but my boss is on vacation. haha two reasons not to call off right there...i can't, and i wouldn't want to. seriously...we just jack around when she's not there. i mean yeah we get our work done, but we don't maintain our profesional appeal. yesterday one of the girls i work with got bleach on her pants so she took them off and put them in the washer and just put a gown on that we would have a customer put on if they were getting their hair colored. oh and she had a cliant that she was working on so she went up to them and all of a sudden her pants were missing. very odd. if my boss had been there she just would have had to deal with the bleach beeing on there because i'm pretty sure stripping during the work day is a big no no. so anyway...she's gone until tuesday so come in to visit!
well this was a very odd entry. to sum it up...i love you guys. i hate my boss. school workers...dumb fucks. and now i'm done with the vent.
"Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm Exposed
And it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, little ol' me
Don't let me out of your signt
I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights
Oh... I've had it up to here!
The moment that I step outside
So many reasons
For me to run and hide
I can't do the little things
I hold so dear
'Cause it's all those little things
That I fear
'Cause I'm just a girl,
I'd rather not be
'Cause they won't let me drive
Late at night
I'm just a girl,
Guess I'm some kind of freak
'Cause they all sit and stare
With their eyes
I'm just a girl,
Take a good look at me
Just your typical prototype
Oh... I've had it up to here!
Oh... am I making myself clear?
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world...
That's all that you'll let me be!
I'm just a girl, living in captivity
Your rule of thumb
Makes me worry some
I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?
What I've succumbed to
Is making me numb
I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become, is so burdensome
I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-dum there's no comparison
Oh... I've had it up to!
Oh... I've had it up to!!
Oh... I've had it up to here." No Doubt ~ Just a Girl
well anyway...school...a;lsjdaf;lkasjfd;lkfuckers god i hate them all. seriously...they can all rot in hell for all i care. all this work that i've been doing for the last semester...yeah...i'm only gonna get three credits for it. they made me forfiet everything else. i repeat...dumb fucks. plus i had to sit through jack's speech about how i can take all the time i need to graduate. you know... i can be there until i'm 21! woopdi-fuckin-do! but..."all schools have requirements for graduation. even colleges." yeah. that's true. but when students complete the classes in good highschools and colleges, they don't have their credits revoked. now i have to somehow finish biology, honors english II, and honors geometry in about...5 days so i have time to take the finals because i "don't qualify for an extension." and i have to work. i would just call off but my boss is on vacation. haha two reasons not to call off right there...i can't, and i wouldn't want to. seriously...we just jack around when she's not there. i mean yeah we get our work done, but we don't maintain our profesional appeal. yesterday one of the girls i work with got bleach on her pants so she took them off and put them in the washer and just put a gown on that we would have a customer put on if they were getting their hair colored. oh and she had a cliant that she was working on so she went up to them and all of a sudden her pants were missing. very odd. if my boss had been there she just would have had to deal with the bleach beeing on there because i'm pretty sure stripping during the work day is a big no no. so anyway...she's gone until tuesday so come in to visit!
well this was a very odd entry. to sum it up...i love you guys. i hate my boss. school workers...dumb fucks. and now i'm done with the vent.
"Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm Exposed
And it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, little ol' me
Don't let me out of your signt
I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights
Oh... I've had it up to here!
The moment that I step outside
So many reasons
For me to run and hide
I can't do the little things
I hold so dear
'Cause it's all those little things
That I fear
'Cause I'm just a girl,
I'd rather not be
'Cause they won't let me drive
Late at night
I'm just a girl,
Guess I'm some kind of freak
'Cause they all sit and stare
With their eyes
I'm just a girl,
Take a good look at me
Just your typical prototype
Oh... I've had it up to here!
Oh... am I making myself clear?
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world...
That's all that you'll let me be!
I'm just a girl, living in captivity
Your rule of thumb
Makes me worry some
I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?
What I've succumbed to
Is making me numb
I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become, is so burdensome
I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-dum there's no comparison
Oh... I've had it up to!
Oh... I've had it up to!!
Oh... I've had it up to here." No Doubt ~ Just a Girl