helpless.
I hear the same shit.
"things will get better"
"just be positive"
"something worse could have happened"
"People are in worse situations than you are"
blah. blah. blah. I know. I KNOW. I know this, I am tired of hearing it. I am not being over dramatic, why? Becuase I am living in the moment, something I told myself I shouldn't do. As I live in the moment, it is ruining me and is all I can think of. I continue to remain in this hole that seems as if it's just getting deeper. Can I not worry? I am allowed to worry, right? but when I worry it leads to other things: stress, misery... I feel so helpless.
So, offers to help, I am so greatful and appreciative. But still being the ball of sunshine I am, i can't help but think of things and let everything in my head lead to sorrow. I need an out.