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Tonight was spectacular. Reuniting with old friends, jamming out to some crazy bands, making fun of people with no style (that girl's skirt, "what was she thinking when she got dressed?" "that she wanted to see how many people she can make commit suicide!" "haha" "well she can add me to the list..." HAHA), trying to immitate the coolest dancer on earth! (he was a groupie of the horrible band!!), sitting in the lap of a stranger, having to tell him that we are only 15... sad times, watching parts of the game (go spurs! hell yeah!), getting hit on by older guys (alex and ben), giving our number to a stranger to give to another stranger!(alex), eating pancakes at mags, trying to kill an evil fly that makes us look like complete spaz'z!, getting hit on by BEN oh man, that was amazing, having to tell the second guy in one night that I was only 15...even worse the second time... he was sooo cute, trying to get a ride home (Isac (?) I hate you!!! ), finally getting one, having a waiter who hates us! ("So, how are yall with your drinks?" "Perfect...WHy do you hate us??" hahaha yesss Malea, perfect!! Tonight was one of those nights that makes you really glad to be alive. Makes you really enjoy life. Makes you think about all the times you said you were unhappy. Makes you feel bullet-proof, invincible, totally and completely ALIVE! Thank you so much girls, I needed tonight.
Now that is what I wanted my summer nights to be. Wild and crazy, totally spontanious, exciting and eventful, and everything else that makes you smile. Except with maybe a little less of the smoke smell afterwards... yuck. My eyes still burn haha!
Malea, I really miss times like tonight. We make such a good team. What happened...? I really do miss you.
Emily, we are perfect together. Why are we even this cool? I mean, it's not fair to other people that we are so amazing! I can't wait to see you tomorrow at Josh's and can't wait to meet BREAD! haha yes!
I love everything. I feel soo great. Thank you Ben, you're my hero for the night. You made me feel amazing. *Kiss*
"Come on now, what do you say? Girl, I can hardly wait to get a little mud on the tires..." (stuck in my head right now...)
"So look around the world, pretty baby. Is it everything you hoped it would be?" "The most beautiful thing in the world, is of course, the world itself."
Just know this, "You are nothing short of my everything." Cute, huh?
"You're beautiful..."