I need this way of life because it holds me...
"She stops and calls an old friend from the payphone at the subway. She says, 'I feel like I'm just sitting here wasting my days away.' It's time to move on, baby doll, and walk away just like you did before- when you wanted more..."
Do you remember when I met you, what I whispered in your ear?... "Be my temporary angel forever, when forever comes out way..."
*Baby, the lucky ones, for just a moment, maybe two, they get to fall in love with somebody, somebody like you*
-and forget not that the earth delights to feel your hare feet and the winds long to play with your hair. -Kahil Gibran.
I have been thinking a lot lately, and I have come to a conclusion that I am nothing. I am small, and insignificant to the world. I have yet to contribute anything important or necessary. I have failed at many things, and succeded at much less that I would have liked. I don't know many people, and almost no one knows me. I am not labeled, I am just there, sitting, waiting, there. I am nothing.
"We must hang up in the belfry
where the bats and moonlight laugh.
We must stare into a crystal ball and only see the past.
And in the caverns of tomorrow
with just our flashlights and out love
we must plung, we must plunge, we must plunge...
Oh my mornings coming back
The whole world's waking up.
In the city, busses are swimming past
I'm happy just because
I found out I'm really no one.
"All our young lives we search for somone to love. We choose partners, change partners, we dance to the song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if there's somone, somewhere, searching for us." -The Wonder Years.
Have you ever wondered if it's all for you?...
"I have this dream of being whole; of not going to sleep each night wanting, but still sometimes when the wind is warm and the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want somone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know, maybe I've had my happiness, but I don't want to believe it. Maybe there si no man, only the moon."
(what is beautiful?)
crazy pun: THE WALL OF DAFEET! hahahahah you and me stacey, you and me...