Why do they let me leave the house...?
Why do they even let my friends out of the house? I'm not kidding. Every one of you needs to be in a mental institution. Maybe not Claire, she is pretty human seeming. Last night, I spent the night at Hannah O's, and right when I got there, the retarded-ness started. We were downstairs, listening to a celtic rhythms cd from Ireland, and I asked Em why she wasn't dancing. She responded with, "I am" and then started dancing. So me and Hannah start clapping along, sort of becoming a percussion group with Emily as our dancer. By the end of about 3 songs, Emily was sweating as she did an elaborate jig around the floor and my legs were hot from hitting them with jeans on, and Hannah's legs were "bleeding." By the end of the 5th song, Emily was out of breath, sweaty, and could barely dance anymore; Hannah had joined Emily in the dancing (they had a sort of dance-off/contest), she was sweaty, etc.; I had not joined in dancing, but my legs were on fire, and my hands were bright red, and I was out of breath from laughing at them. It was absolutly incredible. Then I was complaining about how I needed icecream so we went to get some for me. We were just sitting in the kitchen and we started talking and talking and talking. We probably talked for two or three hours just sitting there. We talked about serious things, such as how Emily is going to get raped at barton springs and me and Hannah are going to put it on her grave stone saying "I told you so" and do the I-told-you-so dance over it. Then we talked about guys a little more kind of, and then they went off into their own little world talking about some cartoon that sounded fucking hilarious, then I had to appoligize to Scouty for kicking her (I didn't kick her! I started to, then i slowed down right before her, and my toe touched her butt and she jumped and Hannah, being the over pretective owner that she is, yelled at me and made me say I was sorry! she's a goose) Hannah is going to be such a good mom. She doesn't think so, but she will be. She has this really scary power over everyone. Like this look of "if you do that again i swear you will die!" and it is terrifying. Like, Emily would make a loud noise and hannah would be like "Emily!" and she would just start appoligizing. Or she would just glare at her and Emily would be like," Im sorry im sorry i wont do it again sorry." and it is hilarious. I love those girls. I miss them. And i totally took summer for granted and didn't spend every moment with them. Now, school is going to start in TWO WEEKS and then I won't see them much. I know they live right down the street and I could walk to their house any time I wanted, but it is just so much harder to get everyone together. I don't know. Something is going to have to change so that we can have some time together. We will make it work this year.
By the way, the RR Express game was fantastic. I don't know if we won or not, but it was just super fun! I can't take Lara anywhere without 800 guys asking her how old she is, telling her she's hot, or asking for her number! I am so jealous, but it's fun to watch their expressions when she says she's only 14. I love that girl to death. We were upset in the begining when we heard that Bryant Josh and Taylor weren't gonna go, but now, I am so glad that they didn't. We met so many guys, and some were cool, and others... well others were something else. Fun though. Fun Fun Fun.
***If you could have chosen your own first name, other than your current one, what would it be?***
Everybody looks so happy. It makes me happy. You make me happy. I like being happy. Being happy makes me smile. You make me smile. Everybody makes me smile. Everybody is smiling. Lets make this a catch 22. I will make you happy. You will be happy because I am happy. I will be happy because you are happy. Let's not break the chain. Mk? MK!
I love you, kids. A lot. Kiss. Kiss. KISS.