You are MINE and I will keep you safe from harm
Well, I haven't updated in forever so I figured I might as well do so now.
Justin and I were talking the other day and we basically agreed/decided that I was a mix between a sociopath and a misanthrope. For those of you who don't know what those are:
Sociopath:
so‧ci‧o‧path
-noun Psychiatry. a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience.
Misanthrope:
mis·an·thrope
-noun. One who hates or mistrusts humankind.
Anyway..
While discussing said subject, I came to a few conclusions. I consider most everyone beneath me. Everyone I don't know or don't care for are lowly people and of no importance. Their pain causes no problem to me and, in fact, I find it quite delightful. The reason why I consider myself more of a sociopath than a misanthrope is because I don't necessarily hate humanity, I just don't like most of them. Other than a few of the insignificant creatures, I can offer up no reason as to why I dislike them. They are merely stupid, annoying, and in the way.
Those that I call my friends are not, however, beneath me. Such would be a crude, inefficent matter. I don't, however, consider any of them above me.. Or even my equals. Take that the wrong way if you will, but it is only as I perceive it. You are neutral, to put it basically. I love you and I want to protect you. I'm very protective, in fact, and quite territorial. You are mine and I will do what is necessary to keep you safe and happy. {Which, I suppose, would make some suggest me a people-pleaser?}
There is, however, one person I consider above me. My God on Earth, you could say.. If you can't guess this person, then I'm honestly doubting now your intelligence. I won't lie to you {there really is no point in lying} I place Justin above everything and everyone, including myself. He is most important to me, simple as that.
I would apologize if what I said has caused you some sense of discomfort but, I realize, that would be me apologizing for telling the truth.. Pointless, basically. If it does, though, bother you greatly, you are welcome to confront me about my reasoning. More than welcome, in fact, for it would give me great amusement and a way to pass the time.
Remember though, as I said, I do love you, in whatever way I can while still being what I am.
Justin and I were talking the other day and we basically agreed/decided that I was a mix between a sociopath and a misanthrope. For those of you who don't know what those are:
Sociopath:
so‧ci‧o‧path
-noun Psychiatry. a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience.
Misanthrope:
mis·an·thrope
-noun. One who hates or mistrusts humankind.
Anyway..
While discussing said subject, I came to a few conclusions. I consider most everyone beneath me. Everyone I don't know or don't care for are lowly people and of no importance. Their pain causes no problem to me and, in fact, I find it quite delightful. The reason why I consider myself more of a sociopath than a misanthrope is because I don't necessarily hate humanity, I just don't like most of them. Other than a few of the insignificant creatures, I can offer up no reason as to why I dislike them. They are merely stupid, annoying, and in the way.
Those that I call my friends are not, however, beneath me. Such would be a crude, inefficent matter. I don't, however, consider any of them above me.. Or even my equals. Take that the wrong way if you will, but it is only as I perceive it. You are neutral, to put it basically. I love you and I want to protect you. I'm very protective, in fact, and quite territorial. You are mine and I will do what is necessary to keep you safe and happy. {Which, I suppose, would make some suggest me a people-pleaser?}
There is, however, one person I consider above me. My God on Earth, you could say.. If you can't guess this person, then I'm honestly doubting now your intelligence. I won't lie to you {there really is no point in lying} I place Justin above everything and everyone, including myself. He is most important to me, simple as that.
I would apologize if what I said has caused you some sense of discomfort but, I realize, that would be me apologizing for telling the truth.. Pointless, basically. If it does, though, bother you greatly, you are welcome to confront me about my reasoning. More than welcome, in fact, for it would give me great amusement and a way to pass the time.
Remember though, as I said, I do love you, in whatever way I can while still being what I am.