Title: For you I give
Author: crying heron
Genre: dark romance, angst
Rating: ehmmm…forget about this!! I don’t know how to rate
Warning: undefined
Pairing: Aoi (the Gazette) x OC x Die (dir en grey)
Chapter: 1
Disclaimer: don’t own them
Chapter 1: “the moon and the sun”
I'm a prisoner in my own house, everyone who knows me always said that there’s someone out there that is better than him. But what I think is different from them, there’s no one out there that is better than him. He always there when I need him, he keep me safe in this house so that there’s no one that can harm me. I love him as big as the mother earth that keeps on circling in her axis so the human can keep on living.
This is my story; I know I’m stupid enough to keep on living beside him. But I want you to keep on reading this so you can understand my point of view.
It’s December 30th that day, I stay in a small but comfy apartment near shibuya. It’s late at night at that time and my job made me have to stay in the office. When I finally finish the last touch of the programming I lid of my laptop and walk outside to the main lobby of the building.
I look outside the main street where everything is covered by a white thick of snow. I walked faster than usual being alone in a noiseless street made me anxious. When I finally reached the end of the main street I stumbled because of the road steps but thanks to his strong hand he catch me before I fall down to the wet ground of the street.
“Are you okay?” his voice startled me at that time
I looked into his warm and gentle eyes couldn’t able to move my frozen lips like there’s a gulp of air that stuck in the middle of my throat. I blinked my eyes once just to capture his tender face. In the second time of blinking I finally see his bright and friendly smiles toward me.
“Are you okay mam?” he talked to me again only to made my heart beating faster than before.
“Yes,,I..I’m fine. Thx” that’s the only words that I able to say to him.
He helped me to stand firmly on the ground before he released his hand from me.
“Thank you so much sir” is all that I can say to him.
Afraid of being caught by him because the thumping sound of my heart beat I walked away from him and go to the direction of my apartment. I pray to God before I slept so thy meet us up again.
In the very next morning I woke up with a feeling of emptiness. I look to my right wrist where there should be a silvery bracelet from my late mother but the silvery bracelet was not there. Panicked, I search through every part of my apartment but there’s no sign of the bracelet. I get dressed as fast as I can and run out from the apartment building search through every road that I passed last night. It feels like miracle for me when I saw him in the lobby of my office. I stood there in disbelief ‘it’s so fast for God to answer my prayer’ I looked into his face and walked nervously towards him.
“Hi, I’m sorry to disturb you but I want to return this to you” he gave his palm to me where my silvery bracelet was placed perfectly in a beautiful velvet box.
I look inside the box and look through my silvery bracelet there’s a new shamrock pendulum fastened right in the edge of the bracelet. The shamrock covered with lots of jade stones. I glance at him immediately feeling surprised by the extra gift of my silvery.
“Do you like it?” he smiled at me
“I..this is so not necessary for you to give”
“But I like it” he said to me while he took out the bracelet out from the box.
“Why don’t you try it first?” as he handed me the bracelet
“I…can’t take this” I felt awkward at that time.
He took my right hand gently and circled the bracelet tenderly till he locked it there. I looked at his face while he working on the bracelet in my right hand. There’s only excitement there, I couldn’t find any harm from this men.
“It looked totally gorgeous in your hand”
Taking by surprised, I lifted my right hand and looked into the shamrock pendulum tangling from side to side. I couldn’t resist the beauty of the pendulum as I smiled widely at the beautiful shamrock.
“I take the smile as a compliment of the shamrock”
I looked at him again with full of surprised. Shameful because of my reaction I try to open the bracelet right away.
“No, please. I want you to have it” he stops my left hand.
“But I can’t take this. This too expensive and beautiful for me” I looked at the shamrock again complimenting it’s beauty in my mind.
“But your beauty can’t compare the shamrock” he grimaced at me as he said that.
I could feel the blood rushing through my face as he said that. I try to cover my blush by pretending to admire the shamrock.
“Can I ask your time for breakfast?”
I looked at his face again surprised by his request; I can’t answer his question so I nodded my head excitedly.
… to be continue…