Muse.
I suppose the reason as to why I haven't been blogging much is because I just haven't had the time to think. Away are the days where shrewd and seemingly random floating thoughts would grace my mind. Now these days it's like school >>> do, do ,do, do. I just do things for the sake of doing them. Do homework, go out, spend time with others, there is no 'me' time anymore to stop and just do what I love to do. Think. Enjoy the silence. Enjoy the calm, the peace, the subtle beauty of my own silent expression.
Perhaps I decided to lose confidence in myself was because I was emerging in areas I didn't really care or have any passion for. I completely neglected art and writing, two things I used to spend all my time with. I envy those people who can just completely neglect everything else for their favourite hobbies, excelling in just that one powerful area. I may have lost the motivation for now, but I know it's still in me.
And I've completely lost all the things I was going to blog about. Got distracted with msn and *poof* all gone. Maybe next time...
Tammy, feeling heavily deattached.
Perhaps I decided to lose confidence in myself was because I was emerging in areas I didn't really care or have any passion for. I completely neglected art and writing, two things I used to spend all my time with. I envy those people who can just completely neglect everything else for their favourite hobbies, excelling in just that one powerful area. I may have lost the motivation for now, but I know it's still in me.
And I've completely lost all the things I was going to blog about. Got distracted with msn and *poof* all gone. Maybe next time...
Tammy, feeling heavily deattached.