Feb 12, 2004 22:06
the gene pool i came from i think was a consequence of booze and primal instict. Not just me, all my cousins as well. and all my married aunts and unkles disapoint their spouses. they have learned to live with each other, probably forever, they're too old to try something new. i think that's how life is. the woman wants something, the guy doesn't get it for them unti they bitch too much that it's easier to give them what they want. they complain about the men being unromantic and insensitive, so maybe they are romantic for a day or two a year. You know, the holidays and their birthday, Valentines day as well. The guys pretend to like it, but the opertunity to drink beer and socialize with other guys inevitably comes, and they fuck up the day and piss off the girl. And next year, she believes in her heart it won't happen again, but of course it does, and she's disapointed again. the cycle continues.
these genes have been passed down to me.
the cycle coninues.
difference is we're smart enough to use birth control. no kids to make her need to stay with me. no consequences of booze and primal insticts to bind us together for life. no need for a shotgun wedding, like most the people in my gene pool.
i still got a gut feeling i'm not going to fix these genes.