Weekend
Wow I really needed to update my lj but my stupid computer kept fucking up. Well ok about my weekend. On friday I got to go hang out with Alyssa and John then we met up with Derek and hung out for a while. Then that night me and alyssa went over to Ryans. John is going to be coming back to WHS next year. That's good. Then Saturday was fun too. I went down to Barton Rd for the day/night. I hung out w/ Vicky, Carda, Kristen and Danelle like all day and we ate dinner and walked around down there and had fun. I like vicky's house alot, I'm gonna be sooooooo sad when she leave, I dont want Danelle to leave either:( Haha I scared the shit out of Danelle's cousin when I started grinding on her.That was a fun day. Saturday night Vicky, Kristen, and I went over to Kristens and hung out in her room till like midnight and talked and talked and talked and talked while watching a great movie, The Lost Boys. I love Kristen soooo much she is such a deep and amazing girl. Then on sunday I got to hang out with Connor! yay! Me and Alyssa went over to his house like in the afternoon and we got to meet his friend Nina and we all talked and sat around for awhile. it was fun. Nina was nice. Then his friend left and Me him and Alyssa got to watch a movie, I forget what it was called but it was about vampires or something. Me and Connor got to cuddle the whole time and ya... He is sooo amazing. I <3 him so much he's so sweet. He has really really pretty hair. He's soo lucky his parents let him stay alone @ his house for like a week I think, they really trust him.Ya the weekend was really fun. I wish I had been able to write about it earlier but my computer sucks ass.
Then Monday came...YIPPE! I was supposed to go to the Gay Marriage Rally after school on Monday w/ Steph, Vicky and Alyssa but Alyssa's mom ended up telling her she couldn't go on monday mornring, then vicky couldn't go because her mom didnt help her edit her issue paper so she still had to finish it:( And steph couldn't go because she had a test to do and I really hope she did well due to the fact she is in danger of graduating. But I love steph, she is my crazy, radical, bisexual, liberal jesus. So after school my mom picked me up then we went and picked Connor up and she droped us off @ the T. I am sorta glad it was just me and Connor that went togther because we got to talk alot more. Then when we got there we met up W/ Emma Fogg and her UU youth group and Emma P, Zoe, and Rayna who were w/ thier GSA. I'm kinda ticked off at our GSA though cuz not a SINGLE person besides me and Scott went and that wasn't even with our GSA. I mean does the GSA fucking even acomplish anything, because to me it seems like all our fucking GSA does is sit around and bitch in the meetings. I'm kinda dissapointed that our GSA pretty much sucks ass and can will say and talk shit but won't actualy go out there and do anything about it.
Well ya back to the rally. It was SOOOO great! Me and Connor hung out w/ Emma Zoe and Rena first and I chanted alot and walked around with them and Emma Fogg for a little while. Then Me connor both Emma's and Rena went inside the state house to sing with like hundreds of people. It was once again sooo moving to see people orginizing and fighting for something they feel so strongly about. Then we went back outside and more people had come out to rally. So we chanted alot more and we actualy ended up making a big like circle and a bunch of people were dancing and few people were playing drums and we were all chanting" HEY HEY! HO HO! HOMOPHIBA'S GOT TO GO!!!" It was wicked fun. There were some fucking awsome people there. Since Connor was just standing on the steps with a sign I left the big circle and went up with him and he held me and I chanted and it was really cute. I wish i could have gotten a picture w/ my camera but I didnt:( I feel so happy and loved and comforted when he holds me or when we cuddle and stuff. Then his mom called and found out he was @ the rally wich sucked cuz they caught him lieing, he told them he was going to be @ his CCD class. So he had to leave so I left with him but we only left like 10 mins before it was over. His parents are really nice. We were there long enough to find out the vote though. Sadly the bill was passed. Gay marriage was going to be banned and in it's place Civil unions wich are LESS then marriage and put gay people as second class citizens. But luckly NO MATTER WHAT by May 17th gays will be allowed to marry till the next Constitional Convention in 2005. So gay marriage is going to be legal but it could be stoped in Mass but nothing is gonna fucking happen to it till 2005 so fucking GAY ASS FUCKING PRIDE! yay! OH ya I got to meet a bunch of Emma's UU youth group friends and they were all wicked cool, I really need to go to a UU service in Wellesley some time soooooooon.Well ya then me and Connor took the T home and we talked and talked. I really like being with him, and I think we have alot of things in common and I think our personalites really mix well. I like him alot, he is beautifuly amazing. Well here are some pics from the rally....
Anti gay marriage pigs
Pro gay Marriage homiez
Jesus
a Great sign
Gay circle yay!
Emma Foggy!
Its Connor!!!! yay! Finnaly I got a pic of him in my lj. he=beautiful
My brookline gangstaz, livin it in da hooood!
Me hugging the REALLY scary , creepy, and ignorent anti gay marriage man that was @ both gay marriage rallies
Well today something good happened! Alyssa like talked to her mom and had a really deep conversation about how her mom is strict and shit and her mom is going to be chaning alot and I'm really happy for Alyssa. I'm glad she's not grounded this week. I am happy now, I think my life is going really good and it's not just the fact that I have a boyfriend it's life in general. I like it. I need to find out when the Big D show is, I went to thier site and it said it was 18 + only but then my comp froze so I donno, they might be having another show that isn't only 18+, @least I hope. Well I can't wait till Brand New it will....kick ass!yay! Next weekend im gonna plan to get my nips done! yay! It'll hurt but they will loook sooo good, I can't wait. Oh ya...IM TOTTALY FUCKING DONE WITH MY ISSUE PAPER! YAY! I'm so glad. Well I need to go because I NEED sleep.
p.s I like this lj thing alot but I've come to relize it's kinda silly because I'm not going to put really deep, personal things in here because everyone can read it so its sorta like a shitty diary lol. ehhh whatever I like making it pretty and putting pictures. Ok bye
My spelling fucking SUCKS in this entry but it's waaaaaay to long to spell check it so I'm not gonna plus I am soooo tired, so deal with my shitty spelling u dirty dirty homoz
Then Monday came...YIPPE! I was supposed to go to the Gay Marriage Rally after school on Monday w/ Steph, Vicky and Alyssa but Alyssa's mom ended up telling her she couldn't go on monday mornring, then vicky couldn't go because her mom didnt help her edit her issue paper so she still had to finish it:( And steph couldn't go because she had a test to do and I really hope she did well due to the fact she is in danger of graduating. But I love steph, she is my crazy, radical, bisexual, liberal jesus. So after school my mom picked me up then we went and picked Connor up and she droped us off @ the T. I am sorta glad it was just me and Connor that went togther because we got to talk alot more. Then when we got there we met up W/ Emma Fogg and her UU youth group and Emma P, Zoe, and Rayna who were w/ thier GSA. I'm kinda ticked off at our GSA though cuz not a SINGLE person besides me and Scott went and that wasn't even with our GSA. I mean does the GSA fucking even acomplish anything, because to me it seems like all our fucking GSA does is sit around and bitch in the meetings. I'm kinda dissapointed that our GSA pretty much sucks ass and can will say and talk shit but won't actualy go out there and do anything about it.
Well ya back to the rally. It was SOOOO great! Me and Connor hung out w/ Emma Zoe and Rena first and I chanted alot and walked around with them and Emma Fogg for a little while. Then Me connor both Emma's and Rena went inside the state house to sing with like hundreds of people. It was once again sooo moving to see people orginizing and fighting for something they feel so strongly about. Then we went back outside and more people had come out to rally. So we chanted alot more and we actualy ended up making a big like circle and a bunch of people were dancing and few people were playing drums and we were all chanting" HEY HEY! HO HO! HOMOPHIBA'S GOT TO GO!!!" It was wicked fun. There were some fucking awsome people there. Since Connor was just standing on the steps with a sign I left the big circle and went up with him and he held me and I chanted and it was really cute. I wish i could have gotten a picture w/ my camera but I didnt:( I feel so happy and loved and comforted when he holds me or when we cuddle and stuff. Then his mom called and found out he was @ the rally wich sucked cuz they caught him lieing, he told them he was going to be @ his CCD class. So he had to leave so I left with him but we only left like 10 mins before it was over. His parents are really nice. We were there long enough to find out the vote though. Sadly the bill was passed. Gay marriage was going to be banned and in it's place Civil unions wich are LESS then marriage and put gay people as second class citizens. But luckly NO MATTER WHAT by May 17th gays will be allowed to marry till the next Constitional Convention in 2005. So gay marriage is going to be legal but it could be stoped in Mass but nothing is gonna fucking happen to it till 2005 so fucking GAY ASS FUCKING PRIDE! yay! OH ya I got to meet a bunch of Emma's UU youth group friends and they were all wicked cool, I really need to go to a UU service in Wellesley some time soooooooon.Well ya then me and Connor took the T home and we talked and talked. I really like being with him, and I think we have alot of things in common and I think our personalites really mix well. I like him alot, he is beautifuly amazing. Well here are some pics from the rally....
Anti gay marriage pigs
Pro gay Marriage homiez
Jesus
a Great sign
Gay circle yay!
Emma Foggy!
Its Connor!!!! yay! Finnaly I got a pic of him in my lj. he=beautiful
My brookline gangstaz, livin it in da hooood!
Me hugging the REALLY scary , creepy, and ignorent anti gay marriage man that was @ both gay marriage rallies
Well today something good happened! Alyssa like talked to her mom and had a really deep conversation about how her mom is strict and shit and her mom is going to be chaning alot and I'm really happy for Alyssa. I'm glad she's not grounded this week. I am happy now, I think my life is going really good and it's not just the fact that I have a boyfriend it's life in general. I like it. I need to find out when the Big D show is, I went to thier site and it said it was 18 + only but then my comp froze so I donno, they might be having another show that isn't only 18+, @least I hope. Well I can't wait till Brand New it will....kick ass!yay! Next weekend im gonna plan to get my nips done! yay! It'll hurt but they will loook sooo good, I can't wait. Oh ya...IM TOTTALY FUCKING DONE WITH MY ISSUE PAPER! YAY! I'm so glad. Well I need to go because I NEED sleep.
p.s I like this lj thing alot but I've come to relize it's kinda silly because I'm not going to put really deep, personal things in here because everyone can read it so its sorta like a shitty diary lol. ehhh whatever I like making it pretty and putting pictures. Ok bye
My spelling fucking SUCKS in this entry but it's waaaaaay to long to spell check it so I'm not gonna plus I am soooo tired, so deal with my shitty spelling u dirty dirty homoz