1st real entry

[cryingeyes823]

wow! This vacation has been great. Bagly was awsome, I went w/ veronika and ilena. It was really fun. I also saw cymone yay! i miss kathryn.There i met emma merrissa blair and connor. They are all really cool people, i heart them all. I saw dishon too, i like him a lot hes a great kid, the drag show was GREAT! Then me and alyssa got to go hang out w/ vicy and carda down on Barton road and we hung out there for the night. It was really fun. I havn't been down there in forever it looks so much nicer, carda is such an awsome girl I can't wait till she comes to the High School. Then the next day me and vicky went to go meet emma ilena veronika blair merissa and connor in harvard sq, i got a buncha cd's that i really needed and some sexxy ben shermen shirts, i heart cloths and shopping. Then we all went to veronika house, but emma had to go( i love u emma, sell me for sex! lol) Vicky and connor ended up leaving around like 10:30ish. That night was really fun i ended up staying over till like 1:30 and we just hung out in ver's basment and went to 7 11, really fun nite. Umm then the next night me and alyssa went over to john ableys house. its soooo wierd cuz he used to be this big asshole then he imed me and we talked for awhile then me and alyssa talked to him on the phone for a few hours. He's changed sooo much! He's sucha nice kid i feel really bad for what has had to happen in his life. He's really kool too, hes tottaly unhomophobic. Then that night i got to talk to connor online for like a really long time. It was awsome. He's soooo cute and kind and sweet, i met him @ BAGLY through merissa, i feel bad because i danced w/ this kid robin who was really nice, all night. I actually saw him @ the manson concert. But ya connor is soo awsome and amazing. Then he asked if we could hang out, so i invited him to come hang out w/ me vicky alyssa and alyssa friend taylor from camp over @ john's house. And we ended up all hanging out the next night and it was really fun, johns house is wicked awsome. Only shitty part about this vacation was me and my mom getting into a huge fight because she found something on my comp. I heart my mom alot, i mean our realtionship has gotten sooo much better since last year, she lets me do soo much and trusts me alot and shes really so generous to me. I just hate it though when she gets angrey and goes in her crazy mode, and says all the shit she dosnt mean, luckly i've learned just to ignore her when she goes crazy. Ya well today I donno what I'm gonna do, probably just sit home and chill for the first time this vacation. I might call vicky to see if she wants to come over i donno.Sorta sucks everyone is away i mean drea and julia are @ hefer, kathryn is in the hostpital, damnit i miss her soo much, i miss how me her and cymone would hang out all the time, i miss me and her going on our really long shopin spress! alyssa just left for the cape but @least she's coming back saturday and connor left for flordia. I miss stef D, i really needa talk to her. Im really happ though cuz cymone told me @ bagly that kathryn is coming back soon. You know who i feel bad for, alyssa. Her mom is sucha strict bitch she is really ruining her HS time, she is soooo controling and has NO trust for her, no wonder alyssa lies to her mom. Im glad me and alyssa are tottly ok now, we were having a rough time in our friendship due to alot of things mainly her mom just being sooo strict. I heart all my friends sooo much. Im glad iv really forgotten about the rumor james and lawerence(that icky pig) spread about me and alyssa setting james up to get robbed. Why the FUCK would we ever do that, they are such assholes for just assuming and telling people that, i mean i can see how the could assume it but if they are gonna go around telling people we set them up they should atleast fucking confront us first. But whatever I really dont care anymore, i feel bad he had to be put in that situation, but whatever those people arn't going to listen to me and alyssa, w/e i love my friends they are such awsome people, damnit they are sexxy and you know who you all are, you've all helped me so much! sexxyness people!. I needa call steph g. Well iv'e just typed a lot, this vacation has been soooo awsome.

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fuck i can't spell, sorry to anyone who reads this, im trying to spell better. frank is the shit fuck