f-u-c-k
blah. Im in school right now. I hate this school so much. I can't stand being in it and I can not stand most the people here. I really really can't wait till the summer I need a fucking break from this shit fucker. Hopefully next year I can find a differant school to go to because Wellesley High sucks.
For some reason recetly I've been feeling really sad and alone even though I'm not. I hate it. I hate the fact that I feel like this, I fucking want to die but at the same time I don't. I don't understand it at all. Fuck, even when I'm with my friends or having a good time I still feel sad and alone. I dont like life at all, I don't see a point to it, life. I've felt like just crying alot really randomly this whole week but I havn't because I've been in school. I don't get this. People will make me feel so happy but at the same time they make me feel like absolute shit even though they have done nothing to hurt me. I really want to cry now but I'm in school. I fucking suck so much. I dont understand this.
Well at least I get to go see Big D today w/ Katie and Caroline after school. It's gonna be fun. Ok bye bye.
For some reason recetly I've been feeling really sad and alone even though I'm not. I hate it. I hate the fact that I feel like this, I fucking want to die but at the same time I don't. I don't understand it at all. Fuck, even when I'm with my friends or having a good time I still feel sad and alone. I dont like life at all, I don't see a point to it, life. I've felt like just crying alot really randomly this whole week but I havn't because I've been in school. I don't get this. People will make me feel so happy but at the same time they make me feel like absolute shit even though they have done nothing to hurt me. I really want to cry now but I'm in school. I fucking suck so much. I dont understand this.
Well at least I get to go see Big D today w/ Katie and Caroline after school. It's gonna be fun. Ok bye bye.