Happy Birthday to a long lost friend.
Dear Marc,
Well, it's your 19th birthday, Happy Birthday. It's not fair that you aren't here with me to celebrate it. I don't want to be 19 without you, I guess I'm not given much of a choice. I'm sorry I can't go to your grave today. I will be home next weekened and I will bring you flowers, and a pumpkin for Halloween. Last night, at midnight, I thought about calling you. I would have called you at 12:01 to scream happy birthday into the phone, like I did when you turned 16. Do you remember that?? Your Mom was so mad at me!!! It was so worth it!!! Can you believe it was three years ago? I can't. I wrote a paper about you for English class, I better get an A, because it took me forever to write, I couldn't stop crying. I know you don't want me to cry, but sometimes I can't help it. I wish I was stronger, but I'm only me, and I miss you.
If you were still here, I would have gone to visit you today. Or maybe I would have convinced you to come to school with me, then you would have been with me all the time. I wonder what would have happend with us, if only you weren't taken away.
I know im rambling on, but I can't help missing you. I never knew how to cry before you left, now I can't even think about you without crying... It's just not fair.
I have your picture next to my bed, the one I took in Stack's class, you made fun of me for taking that picture, haha, but It was so worth it!!! It's weird to be at college, where no one knows who you are. It makes me miss you more.
I miss you more than anything, have I said that enough? I hope you are ok... and I hope you are watching over me. I just hope you are at peace, and you are happy. I love you to death.
Happy 19th birthday my darling.
Love Always, and Forever,
Your Best Friend.
"And I go back to the loss of a real good friend
And the sixteen summers I shared with him
Now, Only The Good Die Young
stops me in my tracks.....
Happy Birthday my Love"
Well, it's your 19th birthday, Happy Birthday. It's not fair that you aren't here with me to celebrate it. I don't want to be 19 without you, I guess I'm not given much of a choice. I'm sorry I can't go to your grave today. I will be home next weekened and I will bring you flowers, and a pumpkin for Halloween. Last night, at midnight, I thought about calling you. I would have called you at 12:01 to scream happy birthday into the phone, like I did when you turned 16. Do you remember that?? Your Mom was so mad at me!!! It was so worth it!!! Can you believe it was three years ago? I can't. I wrote a paper about you for English class, I better get an A, because it took me forever to write, I couldn't stop crying. I know you don't want me to cry, but sometimes I can't help it. I wish I was stronger, but I'm only me, and I miss you.
If you were still here, I would have gone to visit you today. Or maybe I would have convinced you to come to school with me, then you would have been with me all the time. I wonder what would have happend with us, if only you weren't taken away.
I know im rambling on, but I can't help missing you. I never knew how to cry before you left, now I can't even think about you without crying... It's just not fair.
I have your picture next to my bed, the one I took in Stack's class, you made fun of me for taking that picture, haha, but It was so worth it!!! It's weird to be at college, where no one knows who you are. It makes me miss you more.
I miss you more than anything, have I said that enough? I hope you are ok... and I hope you are watching over me. I just hope you are at peace, and you are happy. I love you to death.
Happy 19th birthday my darling.
Love Always, and Forever,
Your Best Friend.
"And I go back to the loss of a real good friend
And the sixteen summers I shared with him
Now, Only The Good Die Young
stops me in my tracks.....
Happy Birthday my Love"