Feb 18, 2005 18:24
so its the second weekend...and im alone again...
has anything changed? nope.
everyone is to fucking busy to hang out with sam.
i just feel so alone.
i've never felt so alone.
all of my friends are hanging out with my other friends
or going to basketball games.
no one invites me to do anything.
and i try to invite people but they are too busy.
what do you do when you are alone and everyones busy?
you could do what i did earlier, and have lunch with yourself.
thats very sad...you could go off and drink alone. but then you
become an alcoholic.
this is the first time i have cried in a very long time.