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i really havent been writing. I guess its just cuz i dont want to be remind but now i relieze it helps. I havent been sleeping again cuz i dont want to i should but i hate dreaming about him and waking up knowing he dreamt of her. Its horrible. Schools out for the summer so at least i wont have to see them at all. I was almost in tears the other day cuz i seen how much ben means to danni and jonathan means more to me then that. I saw him when i went outside and i said i wanted a hug and i almost started crying. I hate it all! Sometimes i wish i never fell in love. LOVE SUCKS!
xoxo
Susan