Aug 16, 2005 15:52
you know, its amazing how when u really think about something or something is on your mind, all of sudden a publication or article or talk comes out about what you were thinking about. FOR EXAMPLE: hunter has been on my mind since i met him, but these past three weeks i have been REALLY thinking about him and contemplating calling him to tell him i still like him.
then, yesterday, i was reading over what we had to do for preperation for the meeting tonight (which btw we are going to oldsmar!! priscilla goes there!!!) and the talk that is being given is : SHOULD I TELL HIM HOW I FEEL?
well, after reading that, i decided i wont tell hunter that i still like him to save myslef embarrasement just in case he likes some other girl now and its not even that. i mean, the article also mentions alot about marriage. i mean, im only fifteen!! im not ready to date or anything so whats the point? me and hunter cant do anything...
i mean, i just really miss him and would love to tell him and just hope he feels the same way, b/c its like i love the feeling that i had last year. youknow, the secure thought that he is most likely thinking about u right at that particular moment. that kind of thing. the thing that makes u feel great, cause you know that someone wants you or loves you- other than your family and close friends.
ANYWAY, i left a message on alexas phone again, and i sang her R-E-S-P-E-C-T!!!
LOL, it was soo fun!!!!