the beginning of a new me
I'm 20. I have no life. What's the point of living?
Well, I've decided if I have no reason to live, then I'm going to do something about it.
No. Not suicide. Been there, done that.
I've thought and thought and thought about what's keeping me from enjoying life and it always comes back to the same thing; my weight.
I hate my body. I can't stand it. It's all I think about. And I know, I know, not everyone is "Hollywood perfect." But that's not what I want. What I want is to be comfortable enough in my own skin to go out in public and not think that everyone's looking at me cause I'm overweight. Not chubby, not fat, OVERWEIGHT. And I say that, cause that's what I am. I'm 5'11, over 300 lbs and I hate myself. And just saying that, my weight (my real weight) proves I'm ready for change.
Today I changed my out look on life. Screw other people. I don't want to look good for them. I want to look good for myself.
So instead of following my "I'll do it tomorrow" mantra, I've decided to change it to "now is the time." I'm going to stop pushing everything off and just do it. So, today, I worked out. It's not a big thing, one day of working out compared to all that I need to do, but I feel very good about myself.
I got this and I'm really excited to see the results. I'm going to stick to it no matter what. 30 Day Shred is going to help me become someone I like.
So, to break it down. It's a 30 day, 30 minute workout. But, there are levels;
Level 1 - 10 Days.
Level 2 - 10 Days.
Level 3 - 10 Days.
Pretty simple. 30 mins, every day for 30 days. The workout just changes every 10 days. Now since I haven't worked out in FOREVER (let's be honest, EVER, really) it's a real fucking challenge. I barely made it through. I thought I was going to die. My legs hurt, my back hurts. I was sweaty (I hate being sweaty.) But, after the workout and post-workout shower. I feel fucking great! I feel like I could... I don't know, but I could do it, whatever it is! That's how could I feel.
Now, I think I'll be able to stick with this because usually the exercise things I follow are all about working out one day, breaking the next day, and for me a 1 day break easily turns into much much longer. But this, this is all about doing it everyday.
I cannot wait to see the results!!! I know they won't be huge, but they'll be something!!!
Well, I've decided if I have no reason to live, then I'm going to do something about it.
No. Not suicide. Been there, done that.
I've thought and thought and thought about what's keeping me from enjoying life and it always comes back to the same thing; my weight.
I hate my body. I can't stand it. It's all I think about. And I know, I know, not everyone is "Hollywood perfect." But that's not what I want. What I want is to be comfortable enough in my own skin to go out in public and not think that everyone's looking at me cause I'm overweight. Not chubby, not fat, OVERWEIGHT. And I say that, cause that's what I am. I'm 5'11, over 300 lbs and I hate myself. And just saying that, my weight (my real weight) proves I'm ready for change.
Today I changed my out look on life. Screw other people. I don't want to look good for them. I want to look good for myself.
So instead of following my "I'll do it tomorrow" mantra, I've decided to change it to "now is the time." I'm going to stop pushing everything off and just do it. So, today, I worked out. It's not a big thing, one day of working out compared to all that I need to do, but I feel very good about myself.
I got this and I'm really excited to see the results. I'm going to stick to it no matter what. 30 Day Shred is going to help me become someone I like.
So, to break it down. It's a 30 day, 30 minute workout. But, there are levels;
Level 1 - 10 Days.
Level 2 - 10 Days.
Level 3 - 10 Days.
Pretty simple. 30 mins, every day for 30 days. The workout just changes every 10 days. Now since I haven't worked out in FOREVER (let's be honest, EVER, really) it's a real fucking challenge. I barely made it through. I thought I was going to die. My legs hurt, my back hurts. I was sweaty (I hate being sweaty.) But, after the workout and post-workout shower. I feel fucking great! I feel like I could... I don't know, but I could do it, whatever it is! That's how could I feel.
Now, I think I'll be able to stick with this because usually the exercise things I follow are all about working out one day, breaking the next day, and for me a 1 day break easily turns into much much longer. But this, this is all about doing it everyday.
I cannot wait to see the results!!! I know they won't be huge, but they'll be something!!!