oh shit.

[crying_numpy]

I'v lived through some dodgy times.

I've just got some of the worst news of my life.

it was about an hour ago, and I wasn't taking it in, but now I have.

I feel phisically sick.

I'm now telling myself  "you won't have that feeling by this time next week!"
though I'm not sure about that.

now I just hope that somethings arn't going to happen,

my life will be changing shortly.

bottoms up y'all....