Do The Dramatic

[crying_heavens]

I think I like someone.
It's kind of exciting.
But it still feels odd..

But I'm just not over what I had.
It's a past tense now.
I still really feel for him..

I just don't know.
I never did.

I'm so jealous.
I'm a jealous person.
I get jealous over my friends,
my family,
my music..

I have the same question in my mind,
day after day,
"Why isn't it me?"

Why isn't it me with the celebrity life..
why isn't it me..

I don't know.

whatever
I'll just delete this anyways.
xox, jesca ♥