confession

[crying_goddess]

Confession

I've got a confession to make
I'm not as perfect as I seem
I've got so many problems now
I can't seem to sleep
it hurts too much sometimes
to just vocalize
I loose sight of life
and the hope of a better tommorow
I've lost faith
that things magically change

can you tell me
that you love me
say you see me
just for me
that i don't need
to house your seed
become your creed
lust for you to feed

I'm not just an enigma
of some waking dream
I feel like a nightmare
too horrible to scream
do you find me lovely
even when i'm worng
could you love the vulnerable
those who pretend to be strong

cuz i'm weak I know
just to proud to show
wash me white as snow
do you drag me in tow
could you care about this
or do you just crave a kiss
are you waiting to dismiss
dont drown me in your piss

i've got a confession to make
do you love me enough to hear
or will you just walk away
I'm screaming that I'm real
and that I do really feel
I know I have issues
they can all be resolved
will you stay or will you go

I want the best of you
I need all of you
do you need me too?