CHRISSY
my sister died. i cant believe that. it is all so unreal. like a horrible nightmare. i mean, how can my sister... MY SISTER, how can she die? what am i going to do? how am i going to make it without her? i dont know if that sounds selfish of me or not. my past entries about how much i hate this, and that, and how miserable i am all seem so stupid and small now. this is the hardest thing i have ever had to go through in my entire life. she was my big sister. the person i looked up to the most, the person who knew absolutely everything about me. i grew up with her and she was always there for me. we live so far apart but she was always so close to me, and she will always be so close to my heart.
her face just keeps flashing through my mind. her laughing, her crying, everything. i miss her so much. people keep telling me "it'll get better" but it wont. how can it get better?
her face just keeps flashing through my mind. her laughing, her crying, everything. i miss her so much. people keep telling me "it'll get better" but it wont. how can it get better?