failfailfail 3 MONTHS MISSED... oops. show me vegas!

Aug 31, 2010 03:30

*insert large FAIL sign here*

can you believe for the first time in like... 4 yrs or something insane,
i failed to update for not .... not even two but THREE months lol.
if i could REMEMBER what happened in JULY i'd tell you. but i really cannot.

soooo let's just say i'm sure july must have been fun since I don't remember
a damn thing that happened. probably a lot of drinking like usual.
i'm pretty sure i was in PRO-GYM mode cause anything before vegas was me
getting ready for me, as i called it "vegas body"

but i cant rate it. i remember i went to a concert i think? i think i went to
metric. rhianna and down with webster.

OH FUCK i missed june too.... what the heck happened in june?
uhm i had my 8 bday parties lol. no seriously i had liek 2 and a half.
i had one at tattoo rock parlour, one at c loung was it?
they were both ok. c lounge was a bit messy at the end.
i got into a bit of a tiff with some friends. cause i was a hot mess
and i felt kinda stiffed on my own bday. it was prettty dramatic.
but that's over with and we're okay now lol.
and i had a small costume party with my c-u-next-tuesday crew.
oh man that crew was so solid for so long.
my cunext crew and i, we drank a bottle or two or couga juice wine
every week. we'd hang out and have sooo much fun. it was a ritual.
and it went on from like april - JUST NOW.
we never missed one week until i went away in august.
i'm sad. but anyway that's alright.

august i remember for sure. i can honestly say AUGUST was the best month of the
year. possibly my best summer so far.
I went to wasaga for a week. like usual. with my closest friends.
friends from high school and that i've known forever.
and then i got back friday and then that night i packed and then left for
fucking vegas at like 3:45 AM.

vegas was insane. a good insane.
i can't compare it to anything else cause it's unlike anything else.
i miss it so much to a point where it's been a week and a bit and it's still
all i think about lol. i want to go back every month, if i could afford it i would.

it was a fucking blast. and i'm soooo happy i went,
so much fun. and we did a lotta cool stuff.
like we drove to the Grand Canyon, Valley of Fire and Hoover Dam. we watched
PRICE IS RIGHT live. we went to Cirque de Soiele, to watch LOVE (beatles theme)
and then on the day before our flight we went sky diving which was obiviously
out of this world.
i almost shatpukedncried 10,000 feet in the air but it was cool.
i'm happy i did it. i'm happy vegas happened.
i met a lotta good people. and hung out with a lotta good people i've known for
a while but never spent much time with til now.
Adrian is super cool for doing everything he did for us. I fucking love that man
in a nonsexual way no offense Adrian lol.

sooo yeah August is fucking over.
money:4
work:5
friends:8
selfstuff:6
love:0

the last thing i'm doing to end this summer with a 'bang' is going to DETROIT
this weekend. I know, I know, it's DETROIT who gets excited about that?
apparently I do. but anyway it's cause i'm going to be V.I.P to watch EMINEM
and JAY-Z. I will probably cry. I'm a weird eminem fan or I used to be since
I was like 12, or however old people in grade 7 are.
it will be more good times, i'm sure.

so yeah as far as that goes and went, august rocked my world.
the only sad thing is now, POST vegas, it's hard for me to not drink.
it's hard for me to LIKE working. it's hard for me to go to the damn gym.
it's hard for me to not drink. wait I already said that.
whatever.
I need to get out of my current job.
i need to find stuff to do that doesn't involve drinking.
i need a healthy hobby and a new job that makes me happy.
i need to remember things, like goals and important things like that lol.

that's my longterm to do list.

my short term is end this, sleep and go to work.
another day another dollarhollar.

did i mention i miss vegas?

the end.
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