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[cryinforhelp]

I fucking hate parents I really do......my mom is such a bitch...everyone thinks that my life is so easy but truly its not...I am always gettting acussed for shit that i dont ever do....she is always constantly yelling at me for nothing, i always have the baby or my sister, she doesnt help me with anything, she treats me like shit, she sits there and does for my sister and her self but neevr for me, my sister can have a bunny and shit but I cant even have a fish she doesnt ever feed it for me when I go on vacation but she feeds the bunny. her boy friend is such an ass hole and trys to tell her what she can and cant do. I hate her. i want to go live with my dad and never come back to see her ever again:) she belongs in a mental institute...last week she total flipped out on me for no reason..I truly dont get her....i try and do so much for her and she doesnt even care.....she is such a bitch..I aint kidding ethier.....my car cost 460 something and I asked her for like a little money towaqrds it like 10 dollars would even help and she total flipped out and said I dont have the money for that...but yet she has the money to get her hair done, and to drink, and to get new clothes, and for school thats in manchester , and has the gas for a 8 cillindar jeep that is 4 wheel all time....but she cant even give me two dollars for school...danny and i do everything for that car we put gas in it all the time we do most of the work ,oil and collant, and much much more and she trys telling me I cant use it and that I have to put gas in it when i want to use it but every damn fucking time i use it I always put 20 or more in it. plus she alwasy says she has no money but she gets 160 somethinng a week from my dad and spends it all on her self...she doesnt pay any bills bob does...wheres it all go plus she works three days aweek and makes 14 and something an hour and she works from 9 30 tilll 530 those three days....I want to go live with my dad and never come back but he ahs never been part of my life....maybe its a good thing maybe we can get to know each other and be better off I dont want to live here and I cant stand crying all the time...it hurts my mom and I used to be best friends but for the oast year and a half almost two years we have not even talked once....we say hi and bye and thats about it..nothing else gets said unless is her bitching at me...and telling me how bad I am...I mena for the opast 6 years i have gotting straight fs and now this years straights as and bs cept one f and she says nothing but when i got fs she said you neee to get better grades I do and she doesnt crae..

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

I cant stop crying...

I feel like i am dieing I have cryed so much..

help me

Leave some?

danny I need you

the hardest thing thougt is leaving my brother....I cant give that up I will never be aloud back here if I mov4 out....my mom will hate me even more...

HELLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP