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well school sucked today. i keep thinking that its friday. well not that its friday, but that it SHOULD be friday. for the past few months, mon, tues, and wed morning go fast, then the week slows down until the weekend, and then thats by before you know it. ]
Ive noticed that i never really write anything interesting in here. just what i do every day. whcih is boring. so ill try to change that.
i wish everythign was how it used to be in the summer. when i first started hanging out w/ everyone. no1 fought. no one hated eachother. no one killed themselves slowly with drugs and alcohol. no one lied. and no one made anyone else sad or angry. and i think everyone was a lot happier. i duno. its just that everyhting seems to be fallign apart. and this is all i have. once thats gone, i dont know what will become of me. but i want to make it last
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-John
Ive noticed that i never really write anything interesting in here. just what i do every day. whcih is boring. so ill try to change that.
i wish everythign was how it used to be in the summer. when i first started hanging out w/ everyone. no1 fought. no one hated eachother. no one killed themselves slowly with drugs and alcohol. no one lied. and no one made anyone else sad or angry. and i think everyone was a lot happier. i duno. its just that everyhting seems to be fallign apart. and this is all i have. once thats gone, i dont know what will become of me. but i want to make it last
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-John