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My exboyfriend, John, and I have not spoken in months. This was my decision.
Now he has cancer.
it is his third time being sick.
he is now in chemo for tumor reduction.
he is very sick.
i decided today that i can't stand by knowing that someone is hurting, and in pain and not do something about it. Despite whatever has happend between us in the past, I can't go on pretending that i don't care about his well-being. i am not going to ignore him anymore. not out of pity, but because i actually care about his health. i don't care what anyone else says, whether anyone thinks it's a good idea or a bad idea. i want to be his friend, because right now he needs friends more than ever.
i am ashamed of myself for not being there earlier.
Now he has cancer.
it is his third time being sick.
he is now in chemo for tumor reduction.
he is very sick.
i decided today that i can't stand by knowing that someone is hurting, and in pain and not do something about it. Despite whatever has happend between us in the past, I can't go on pretending that i don't care about his well-being. i am not going to ignore him anymore. not out of pity, but because i actually care about his health. i don't care what anyone else says, whether anyone thinks it's a good idea or a bad idea. i want to be his friend, because right now he needs friends more than ever.
i am ashamed of myself for not being there earlier.