Jul 06, 2005 02:39
today was handsdown the worst day ever. i was so close to loosing the only man who has never let me down. i am writting this on my journal because its my form of relief at the moment. i have so much to say but not anyone who is worth listening. i feel like i have taken advantage of the fact that i have grandparents. i am just glad that after today and dealing with this i will be out of here, something everyone needs. this is the most unselfish i have ever been. i remember why everyone says they hate hospitals, i wish this wasnt my reminder.
love