Feb 27, 2005 16:33
the long awaited meeting,
nervousness,
awkwardness,
unsure and hesitant
talking
relieving tension.
Sitting,
Sitting close
Sitting closer.
Head rest on shoulder, awkwardness nervousness
What if this isn’t supposed to happen,
What if he thinks im stupid
What if he doesn’t really care at all
Tension breaks, jokes. Movies. Food. Parents…
Hands touch. A silent unnoticed awkwardness
Was that on purpose, is he scared too, is he nervous too
Fingers entwine, awkwardness,
Its not like its wrong
This is what was supposed to happen
This is why we met.
This is why we are here now
Darkness.
Movie ends, living room is filled with darkness
No one there
Left alone
Is it supposed to happen. (I want it to)
What if he doesn’t (should I)
Talking, less awkward now, but still nervous.
Cheesy lines and clichés. You laugh them away, they were only jokes
The kiss
Silent and simple. Breathtaking
Unplanned
Unnoticed intention in the dark.
They planned this, the ones that left, they did
Was that supposed to happen?