I was thinking?
I feel like i am falling a part one minute i am in a great mood and next like in a bad mood like hecale and jackle lol i think i am clearly not who i was when i got back from glenoma i see anger sadness upst happyness jelousy rage fustration depresed how do i say think i need cousling again i am going out of my head i feel this way ... by brother wants me to come up to glenoma but well i can't trust my family cuz they try to keep me away from tricities and always wants me there all the time i like tricities some what and why dose my family think thats best for me i can't stay behind mamma and grandma all my life i have to face my life instead of hide from it i need to open up and start being alive and not so dull i need to be more understanding i think i need to be more nicer i don't know i think i have been as nice as i could be i mean i try to help people if they need it i like doing things for others i am not grumpy i am happy this is what i wanted i wanted this relationship and now i am scard becouse i haveto face my biggest fear of all being me