I hate today.
This will probably be one of the most negative entries I will write for a while. Today so far even though I have only been in school for a whopping 25 minutes has been really fucking gay. I don't even know why, maybe because I didn't take my pill, I am not sure. The doctors upped my dose of anti-depressants. I am on Zoloft now. I suppose it is working because I missed today and it has been really shitty. I dunno. Last night I cleaned my room nearly spotless, made some new space. It was cool. I was going through all my pics and I came across a bunch of me and Tiff. I cried for the first time since the service. I couldn't help it; I just had to get it out. Yesterday I learned some new shit about one of my friends. It is totally fucked. I want to kill this guy that hurt her. I don’t exactly know what to do to help her though. I think I am going to go to St. Helens this weekend and stay with Sarah; it has been too long since I last saw her. It sucks. My stomach hurts; I went and saw Aaron last night. He is such a good friend. I don’t know what I would do without him. I got to hang with Giner last night to, it was cool. I just talked to Ms. Morlock. Something bad is going to happen, it is no good. I am going to freak out. Later…