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Twice this week I have proven to myself that I am more than my fears. It sounds ridiculous in a way, but normally my social anxiety/general anxiety would actually stop me from going to work, or going for a class. But this week it didn't. I went for a shift at Oriole, which was a bit tiring but not too bad, and I went for the Jam despite being so scared of the pros.
Am proud of myself, because both times I let my anxiety overwhelm me enough to actually consider skipping, but I didn't. And I enjoyed both experiences. The Oriole people are warming up, and the Jam is actually not as judgey as I expected. It is a safe space after all.
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