Really Damn Bored

[cry_on_your_own]

Alright, my site looks completely plain. I'm home alone right now, my dads on a buisness trip and my mom's out gambeling and won't be home til around 10:00-10:15pm tonight. But thats alright. Gloria keeps talking continously about tomorrow and how much its going to be fun. We need to find a place to do all this shit we're up for. Gloria says she wants to go to Will's house and do it.. And I honestly don't give a fuck where we do it as long as I get really fucked up. My dad says he's comming home tomorrow. I really truely hope he doesn't. If he does, I wanna sleepover at someone's house. I'll prolly end up at Gloria's house. A really good song is "The One I Love" by The Rasmus. It reminds me of a couple of people.

The One I Love - The Ramus

Haven't slept in a week my bed has become my coffin.
Cannot breathe, Cannot speak,
My head's like a bomb, still waiting.
Take my heart, and take my soul I don't need them anymore.

The One I love,
Is striking me down on my knees,
The One I love,
Drowning me in my dreams,
The One I love,
Over and Over again.
Dragging me under.

Hypnotized by the night,
Silently rising beside me,
Emptiness, Nothingness,
Is burning a hole inside me,
Take my faith, and take my pride,
I don't need them anymore.

The One I love,
Is striking me down on my knees,
The One I love,
Drowning me in my dreams,
The One I love,
Over and Over again.
Dragging me under.

This bed has become my chapel of stone,
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown,
So take my life, I don't need it anymore..

The One I love,
Is striking me down on my knees,
The One I love,
Drowning me in my dreams,
The One I love,
Over and Over again.
Dragging me under.