I Walk Alone.. I Walk Alone.
Have you ever expirenced a feeling while you are just in your room. And then you just break down and cry into billions of tears when all you did was think about the past? Yeah.. Well that feeling sucks. When it passed me by last night I kind of regreted everything I ever did. I wish I could take it all back. What I did was pretty stupid. And quite pathetic. Well anyways.. enough of that. Its about 6:30 now and i'm just waiting for Maria and Alyssa to get here and go to school. Last night Gloria called me around 11:45, I didnt pick it up. She left me a knowingly stupid message. She was just reminding me to "deny" things and i'm just like, "hello? i'm not retarded." I hate when people do that. Its like I know what i'm doing. I'm not panicking, you are. But whatever. I'm not going to get into details. Ya.. This whole incident that happend.. I thought about it over and over and yes it was ******'s fault that she wrote so much detail within her words in livejournal.. but no one would have known shit about things if that stupid russian chick didn't get caught.. Wow, what that russian chick did was incredibly retarded! What kind of person would meet someone they barely know online and go off with them? Thats just pure stupidity. I can't believe that she'd actually do that, what is she trying to do? Get attention? If she was, thats not really the way to go. Cause thats just stupid. Shes a complete mess up, I mean shes only in eighth grade.. thats messed up. Ya.. well i'm gonna go, i'll write back in here during 5th period today. Man, I hope I dont' have to back to the dean's today.. cause that'd suck.