Why oh Why
So my uncle passed away. 6 weeks to the day of my grandpa's (his brother's) death. It's just really almost unbelievable that everything bad just happens at once. My mom had surgery today and my grandma got taken to the hospital last night. I guess she's doing okay. My mom hasn't called yet.
I'm missing somebody more than ever right now & it sucks. I know he has a lot going on as well right now, and I understand his point as well, but I just wish he'd give me the chance to explain myself. I highly doubt that will happen.
It's also horrible that I'm losing everybody I care about in a matter of months. Whether it's physically, emotionally, or mentally, most of the people I cared about more than anything are now gone. & I hate that feeling.
I went to my grandma's today and looked at a photo album of my grandpa and started to cry. Especially b/c she was crying when she started talking about him. Things just aren't the same with his crazy sense of humor every time I walked into the door. I cried when I was driving in my car because everything just sucks right now in general & I wish it would all just get better, even though I know things have to be bad at times to even out the good.
I'm extremely sick of people lying and hiding things. Just tell the truth. Don't make up excuses, and please don't make promises you know you can't keep.
Funeral tomorrow, then hopefully some quality family time and the gym again w/ Krista. Now I'm off to bed b/c I'm extremely tired from the past couple of days.
Until later- Back Atcha!