51 minute drive

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I really cant answer the above question truthfully, if i did id just be making shit up.. I could say your eyes might dialate, your breathing might speed up and in the end it was just a physical catalyst that determined your fate, but once again.. Id probably just be making it up. Anyways, as i was saying.. I spent allmost the next 2 years trying to make this relationship work, this wasnt an easy task. I was young, without a car, without money or a private jet.. the latter 3 being things i thought might make me a little more marketable. I mean think about it, what was i but a nice voice and a few letters now and again? We still kept up that feeling that we'd see eachother in the end. I think i might have gotten ahead of myself again.. Heather moved to Texas to live with her aunt for a while, things at home werent very good at the time. We thought it might be a few months before she came home, but that soon changed.

17 Candles and a K-Bar.
I turned 17 that summer, this age enabled me to join the military if i chose to. I did. I was a Marine the next summer, but were not there yet, I havent gotten through prom..

We had planned on going to my prom together, the last glue to hold it all together. She had planned on flying out a few nights before and flying back the day after. This was not to happen though, for reasons still foggy to me she couldnt come. I ended up going with some other girl, leaving early and getting pulled over. Thats all there is about that.

To be Continued.