how sad, this is what your life has been reduced to
today..not too much happend. went to school, watched the clock. i remembered last year in Mr Grays cadd class, we had people from some college come in and i rememeber they guy saying that people who always look at the clock are clock watchers. well thats what i am. i cant stand sitting there in class 'preping for the real world'. high school is not how things will be when high school is over. college is different but nearly the same in the sense of you learn more from expirience then taking tests over things such as 'if joe left the train station at yada yada time and shmoe left at roughly the same time but from so and sos condo and the 21st floor, traveled to the station and had a circle jerk in the bathroom with some buds then hoped on the train, how long will it take for joe and shmoe to beat of to gay porn if they arent gay?" shit like that, who fucking cares really? i mean, if you are leaving a train station, they have things things, they call them schedules, read them. you dont have to bust out a calculator and tally it up. given, if you are going to try and take off in the schedule making business, this doesnt apply to you. i am just really sick of knowing i dont have to be somewhere when im there. it really puts a damper on things.
on a more up beat note..well actually not upbeat. but a note none the less. i came home from school and burned a cd for shane. it was funny, we sat around making fun of a ton of people. just randomly. too funny. some people are just fucks, no matter how you look at them and its almost funny, in a 'make me feel like shit' kind of way. live journal makes me feel really pathetic. i sit here and complain to a computer screen because i have no one else at the moment who will sit here and let me bitch. and im almost glad, id seriously have no friends if i bitched to them. i have nearly a handfull as it is, dont need to go ruining that for myself now do i?nah...
" I suspect there will never be a requiem for the Dream, simply because it will destroy us before we have the oppurtunity to mourn it's passing." - Hubert Selby,Jr
on a more up beat note..well actually not upbeat. but a note none the less. i came home from school and burned a cd for shane. it was funny, we sat around making fun of a ton of people. just randomly. too funny. some people are just fucks, no matter how you look at them and its almost funny, in a 'make me feel like shit' kind of way. live journal makes me feel really pathetic. i sit here and complain to a computer screen because i have no one else at the moment who will sit here and let me bitch. and im almost glad, id seriously have no friends if i bitched to them. i have nearly a handfull as it is, dont need to go ruining that for myself now do i?nah...
" I suspect there will never be a requiem for the Dream, simply because it will destroy us before we have the oppurtunity to mourn it's passing." - Hubert Selby,Jr