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well i went over missa's for a little while yesterday it felt good to know that some of my friends actually do exist :) .. i had a good time its always fun with her
i spent most of today laying in my bed and just thinking i've come to relize some things and im hoping im just interperating everything wrong .. im sick of caring so much about everyone and getting nothing in return.or maybe its that i just want so much to actually fit in with this world and be normal that im being selfish im done trying to make plans with people if they want to see me that bad they will make plans with me and im sick of hearing those words .. "ill call you" or "ill call you back later" and i never hear from that person until i call them..everything is just mest up .. i want to go away .. anywhere.. flordia to see my memere.. or just away
all i have to say right now is FUCK YOU!
summer blows......
i spent most of today laying in my bed and just thinking i've come to relize some things and im hoping im just interperating everything wrong .. im sick of caring so much about everyone and getting nothing in return.or maybe its that i just want so much to actually fit in with this world and be normal that im being selfish im done trying to make plans with people if they want to see me that bad they will make plans with me and im sick of hearing those words .. "ill call you" or "ill call you back later" and i never hear from that person until i call them..everything is just mest up .. i want to go away .. anywhere.. flordia to see my memere.. or just away
all i have to say right now is FUCK YOU!
summer blows......