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[cry_as_i_cut]

Why do I run?
Why do I hide?
Why can’t I find someone in whom I can confide?
Why do I hurt?
Why do I cry?
Why do you make me feel like, I want to die?
Why does it get light
Why does it get dark?
Why do I feel pain inside my broken heart?
I wish I could stop breathing
I wish my heart would beat no more
I wish I could watch my lifeless body fall upon the floor
I want to know why I feel this way
I want to know why I’m so depressed
I want to know what I could do, to put my soul at rest
I know there is one thing
One thing I can not do
Because it would mean that I’d never see you
Not seeing you would be worse than death and the pain you make me feel
I wish my life would end with me in your arms
But it can’t because it would be the last time I got to hold you
The last time I’d know you warmth
There is no right way to handle this
There is nothing I can do
All I know is that in the end even after all you put me through
I will always love you
I will be with you for a thousand centuries and a million days
Each time I see you face
Each time I know your touch
I always see why I love you so much

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