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your just going to keep drifting away from me until your out of my life arnt you
im tired of not being happy or appriciated
i came and saw you today and you acted like it was a chore to get off the bus and come with me
i dont see the point in doing any thing nice for you anymore it never matters it just hurts me more to see how little you seem to care about me what i do and this relationship
i dont like it at all
im turning suicidal again and i do every thing i can to not hurt my self but you dont notice how sad and hurt and lonly i am
i dont know what to do
i dont know how to make this work or how to make you happy
but you know how to make me unhappy and you never really care that you do it
i love you regardless
i love you huny
sorry if this upsets you or bothers you at all
i dont mean for it to
i love you baby