Cry to the Creator
I need you GOd. i'm so far from You and my relationship that i once claimed with You.i find it hard to believe that just a few weeks ago i was basking in You love while i was at THe Summit. how could i have strayed so far? i want that love agian. i want to ne Yours always, not when i feel like it or when it looks good. let me be genuine with everyone, especially with C. and my parents. help me learn from my mistakes. i feel distant from all my friends too. and i feel depressed. i don't want anything to happen, like what almost happened last time. God I'm scare of myself.